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KNOW​/​/​SUFFER

by Know//Suffer

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1.
Null 02:45
Things in your mind tessellate and you are not sure why. The standaround crowd leaves you alone. Your out of body experience smells like sandpaper but feels like blades of grass in the all black palm of your hand. Blink. Breathe. Suffer.
2.
Empire 01:24
After the silence was broken and we began to laugh, I didn't notice the weight digging into my chest. We chose what to listen to. It's a dark moment when pain goes numb and becomes a trend. Salvation was not what I got when Death called for me. This is the burden Atlas couldn't balance on his shoulders. I got the situation tucked away in my head. A war of false pretenses drawn out on broken glass. I hold the clotted truth in the palm of my bloody hand. You can submit your will but you can't elude the truth. Chase the edge of a mountain. Remember to stop.
3.
Interact 02:53
Stuck between self and assorted friends. Losing control of my hands. Time twists like bonded wire. This lives as long as moral passes. If everday's the same, where's progression? Fade from peoples lives. Exist as a gray noise hiss. Our silence isn't helping. The walls close in. These talks never answer questions. Sick of the years of sleepless nights. We toss and turn in our own fear. We live in a dark reality. Blank faces echo salvation. My hands and knees ignore the intervention. Built on a hope for failure. All we were are bodies swaying in breeze like wrecking balls. Take the sunburnt path. There were other worries. Waking up drenched in sweat. Time never slowed. The bomb in your stomach keeps ticking.
4.
Helping Hand 01:02
Silent ruination. Like mice between rotting walls. I rub lamps, hoping. I read leaves, wishing. My wounded hands heal uninspired. I start fires and worship crumbled peacetime. Never felt heartbreak actual. Never tasted weighted choking. Adjust your dead end needs. My fade to grey walks on hung threads. Hidden under paranoid knives. Hidden under the sun.
5.
Regrets 01:57
Clawing my way to the surface. What are the motives for your acts of violence? Thirteen years since I learned the truth. Carved in my face and never answered for the blood. I'm unwanted I know the feeling. I never got to try on the in crowd. So I watch the cracks in my hands get deeper. The walls don't hold weight like they used to. I've got these unexplained secrets that no one wants to hear. I carry different regrets.
6.
Drown in blood. Lived life regretting. Flash back to moments of shame. Feel your mind slip into deaths gaze. Worth nothing at birth. The light becomes heat. Lose senses. Deny existence. Worth nothing at death. Dragged down and torn apart for eternity. Skin and bone that lies on earth will be consumed by an endless hunger. Feel it crawl. Feel it consume. This is how it feels when worms and roaches make your ribs home. This is how it feels to know suffer. And we crawl toward the nothing before us. This is how it feels.
7.
Slaves 01:54
Listening to sand pass through an hour glass. Feeling tension grow thicker. Knife against the neck. Swat trigger pressure on a sniper finger. They say it feels like a fast moving fever. We worship that caliber kiss then it's off to the table. Celebrate. Mourn. Dispute. Everything went down a gone path. I'm a Graveminded man. Riding Stockholm waves drowning in short-lived highs. Sons of men slaves to the Boy. All that was wanted was postmortem prayers. Promises fell away as bridges collapsed. We acted with no remorse. Feel the cold of the blood in the heat of the tub mix. Time slips down the drain. Stepping on the same rakes. Tripping over the same mistakes. I can't breathe again.
8.
Breaker 01:17
Reality is mine to hold forever. Between the noose and ladder I'll find my place. The truth is eternal. I've never known the difference. Count broken blessings. Modern day demigods wait for their rug swept downfalls. Sleep with needles in the pillowcase. I don't hold hope in my toss and turn heart. Speak a special breed of nothing to fruition. Take on water while staying the course. Wear your obsessions like shackles. Count your broken blessings.
9.
Frightener 02:56
Gaslight through the darkness. No one will ever keep you the way I do. My grip is absolute control. A testament to the insecurities I've bred in you. Named the beast unconditional. The bearer of no faults. The Purest example of public perfection. The cleanest hand casting fatal stone. If you ever question my love there will be punishment galore. I'm your fever sleep hallucination. The reason you're protected from the status quo of abuse. I taught you everything you'd need to know. Just another mistake. Neverending crack in the portrait. Just standing here, begging and pleading for your face values worth. Pathetic. Black sheep in a herd of ugly ducklings. You had dreams. I made sure they miscarried. Your need me to survive.
10.
Apnea 01:37
Feeling more comfortable in a mess of things. Cleanliness doesn't exist. These are with me when I sleep, with me when I wake. Repeat it again and again and again. I didn't know I tried so hard. Feeling hopeless trying to right a sinking feeling in my chest. I carried it until I forgot the inconvenience. Didn't know I needed it until I didn't have it. Isn't that the point of maturity? Repeat it again and again and again. Repeat it again and again and again.

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released June 15, 2019

All music written and performed by Know//Suffer.
Tracked and Mixed by Hector Meza of XBCX Recordings fall 2018.
Mastered by Brad Boatright of Audiosiege.

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